i'm sorry i've taken a noticeable break from dA, i feel terrible about it because i know i've been getting notes and stuff. ;w; i hope i didn't worry anyone, or anything... but i still might be away from here for a little while longer.
i'm not taking a major hiatus tho!! just like a little small one. i can try to explain why, but i have a feeling i'm not going to be able to explain it very well. |D
even though i decided to do a total refresh on all of my RPs a while ago, i've found myself back in the similar situation of not being able to figure out and remember who i still have to reply to, and whether some RPs i'm currently in are finished, etc. this doesn't mean i'm going to end all of my current RPs again though, because i have a lot of very important ones going on, and it would be selfish of me to do that without thinking about the other person i'm RPing with. i still kick myself for doing that the last time. :c
i'm a person who is easily overwhelmed when i have things i need to get done. i've been like this for a very long time, but it's become especially worse as i've gotten older, and i find myself constantly anxious and stressed out, and it isn't even because of a singular thing in particular. when i'm having a good time with my sister, or the rest of my family, my mind forces me to remember all of these things that i need to get working on, and then i just shut down.
i'm trying to do everything i can to keep this from happening. i think part of the reason is because i don't allow myself to take a breaks, at least not in good conscience. so this is why i'm going to be taking a semi-hiatus from dA for a little while longer. i might post up some things during this time, and reply to some messages, but otherwise, i'm probably not going to be on here much (especially since i might be staying with my dad next week and he doesn't have wi-fi ;w; ).
however, i will be at other places online!! particularly my tumblr, which you can go and look at if you'd like. c: tomestackers.tumblr.com/
i also might hold a join.me now and again, mostly just so we can chat and stuff. xP until then, hopefully i'll see you guys again relatively soon. :3