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when you feel the calmness that comes with newly fallen snow,
but none of the peace
when the sky is cloudless,
but you can't feel the warmth of the sun against your skin
when you feel the way your lips curl into a smile,
but are numb to the sensations that are supposed to come with it
you aren't sad
you aren't angry
you aren't wrapped up in despair or hurting deep in your heart
in fact, it's the opposite
you grasp at remnants of what existing feels like
try to cope with the disillusioning
the lacking
yourself
nothing
but none of the peace
when the sky is cloudless,
but you can't feel the warmth of the sun against your skin
when you feel the way your lips curl into a smile,
but are numb to the sensations that are supposed to come with it
you aren't sad
you aren't angry
you aren't wrapped up in despair or hurting deep in your heart
in fact, it's the opposite
you grasp at remnants of what existing feels like
try to cope with the disillusioning
the lacking
yourself
nothing
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honestly if there's a bpd feeling i hate more than the near constant jealousy and panic at the thought of being abandoned, it's the days where i don't feel
god that sounds so edgy but like. when i feel like i don't have something to latch onto to define myself, i literally feel like i barely exist
i hate feeling like a blank slate
and like knowing that i now have a way to explain these feelings i get has made things a little easier to deal with, but not much
god that sounds so edgy but like. when i feel like i don't have something to latch onto to define myself, i literally feel like i barely exist
i hate feeling like a blank slate
and like knowing that i now have a way to explain these feelings i get has made things a little easier to deal with, but not much
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This is amazing